Tuesday, March 16, 2010

MORNINGS

I hate the mornings.

I wake up alone (which has never bothered me before) and feel alone in my big, quiet house. When my brain starts working, I realize my reality has not changed. The full force of knowing that I have a cancer inside me hits me anew. I have to once again go through the process of talking myself into acceptance, and telling myself that I will be okay.

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